The next morning, I woke up, still feeling exhausted.
Everything that had happen yesterday feels like a dream.
That was what I hope for.
But nono, its not a dream as I search inside my bag for my cell..
Yeah, it's gone. It's taken by the damn spoilt brat.
I dragged myself to the bathroom.
Did everything and headed off to school.
'I don't wanna meet him. But I have to get my cell. Ugh!' I made a face, while looking at the rooftop.
"Hey sweets, whats with that face?" I turn around, face-to-face with Ryuuke-kun.
I turn bright red.
"Just wondering, why does you always blush?" Ryuuke-kun asked, his icy cold palm touched my cheeks. "Are you in love with me?"
"De--De--Definitely not!" I stammered.
Ryuuke-kun went laughing out loud. "Just joking, honey!"
I blush even more.
"Hey, stop flirting with my woman!" Just then, the spoilt brat walked towards us.
He put his arms round my shoulder and pulled me right into his chest.
"Don't ever talk to him, he's a playboy." He whisper into my ear.
My whole body twitched, trembled.
All i could feel was his warm chest, his heartbeat against my right shoulder and his broad yet securing shoulders.
'Yes, he's spoilt but he's perfect,' I thought.
The spoilt brat pulled me with him.
And we reach the classroom just like this, my face just few inches from his chest.
First, the class went quiet. And then, suddenly, the faces of the girls turned BLACK.
I had already expected this, I tried struggling out of his grasp.
"Hey, can you just let go? I want to have a peaceful life in this school. Yes, i can be your slave but can we don't get soooo close like this? The girls' are turning black." I whisper to him, blushing again, i guess.
His grasp just got tighter. "Don't worry, I'll protect you."
And once again, he smiled his spoilt-yet-perfect kind of crooked smile.
I like it... Alot.
"Hi girls," My heart throb with his sudden soft, velvet voice.
"I still love you my cuties, but just so you know, she's my target right now, but I will still hangout with you guys. And after a few months, i might dump her." Though his voice was still soft and velvet, his eyes turned harsh.
I thought i might be happy hearing this but no, my heart ache..
And I have no idea why.
I couldn't concentrate after all of this.
My head was throbbing, my heart continue aching.
I groaned.
"Hey are you ok, Emi-chan?" Yukiko-chan asked, probably worried.
"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine." I lied, even though my head was throbbing hard right now.
"Hey showa, help me copy notes!" The voice of that spoilt one said.
I turned sideways and his hand was held up, holding his book and the other one, on one of the girl's shoulder beside him.
And in just that minute, my heart was in pain as though someone had stab me straight.
I took the book, and turn back.
I guess I turned too fast..
My visions blurred, and all of a sudden, my world blackout.
I woke up to find myself in the infirmary, with him right beside me.
"You're awake?" the spoilt one asked.
"Um.. yeah." I tried sitting upright and failed.
"Hey hey look out!" I fell into the arms of his.
My heart skipped a beat.
He put me lying down onto the bed gently.
"Take care." He kissed my forehead and headed out of the room.
'Oh my god. What was that!?' My heartbeat was definitely NOT NORMAL.
'Whats happening to me? Why is my heart beating so fast!?' I wanted to scream out loud.
Just then, Yukiko-chan walked in and I got a shock.
"Are you alright?" she asked.
"Yeah, just fine. Can't sit up, sorry." I replied, smiling my best.
"Nah its okay" Yukiko-chan smiled, as well and sat on bed at the end.
"Hey Yukiko-chan... Have your heart ever beat very fast?" I asked, not wanting to look into her eyes.
"Um..um, yeah..." She started blushing.
'Hey, she's quite cute! <_<'>_<" She look down to her hands on her lap. "Oh, you like him! ~_~" I said loudly. "SSH! Don't tell anyone okay?! And what about you?" She ask, siting closer to me but still staring at her hands. "It's not that I love him.." I emphasized on the word LOVE. "But just like you, my heart beats faster when he does something I didn't expect he will do..." I said slowly.
"Whos the 'he'?" Yukiko-chan had turn her attention back to me.
"You'll never guess it! Its.. um, Sh--Shin--Shinya." I told her truthfully.
"Haha, every single girls start to love him when he play with them!" Yukiko-chan giggled.
'OH, damn. How can I love that spoilt brat?' I wondered to myself.
"Uh, no-no. I don't think I love him! I mean, yeah, he's beautiful, but he's a spoilt brat!" I spoke my thoughts out.
Yukiko-chan just continue giggling and took one of the magazines from the nightstand to read.
'No way. I don't like him. Definitely NOT! Or maybe yes..'
"Is this really love!?!?!?!" I sigh.
Yukiko-chan faced me, paused and started laughing out loud.
I blushed.
And after a few minutes, I fell asleep.
'Ding Dong Ding Dong' The bell woke me up.
The bright rays from the Sun shone through the windows and hurt my eyes.
I squint my eyes and scan around the room.
Shinya was on the other bed, sleeping.
'He looks like an angel when he's sleeping!' I thought and my heart started beating fast again.
I walk over to him and sat gently down beside him.
I raise my hands and stroked his soft, brown hair.
'Do I really like this guy over here?' I ask myself as i continue stroking his hair.
Just then, he opened his eyes and grab hold of my hand.
"Oh shit." I said in my breath.
"Are you in love with me? Have i reach my goal?" He snickered.
Both of us was silent for a few seconds.
"Do you know what does it mean by 'being my slave' ?"
I shook my head while trying to struggle out of his grip.
"It means making you fall in love with me with all my sweet talks and when i reach this goal, I will make you do everything I want and after all this, I'll dump you." He grinned.
My heart ache again.
It was a painful feeling and I don't like it at all. Not even one bit.
I shook his hands off and stood up.
"I already have someone I love." I lied, with a fake smile.
He raise his eyebrows, "Who?"
"Thats a secret." I put a finger to my lips, smiled and walk out.
Tears filled the brim of my eyes when I reach the door.
Why? Why? Why am i crying? No, I don't like him. No! No!
I ran to the nearest toilet and into an empty cubicle.
My heart hurts, alot and my tears kept trickling down my cheeks.
"Yeah, haha. Anyone who's serious about Shinya-sama is real dumb. He won't get serious with anyone right? Everyone knows he's just playing around."
I kept still and silent.
"Whatever, I'm just going to play as well. Who gets serious around that guy? HAHA!"
It started aching again. My heart.
What's happening. I hate him. I hate myself more.
'No, I don't like him. I'm just scare of him, thats why my heart beats faster! Yeah, thats it! Just face it, I'M AFRAID OF HIM!' I tried brainwashing myself.
I don't like Tanaka Shinya, fullstop!